Alright, I'm scared. I am. It literally terrifies me that I could die tomorrow. I realize I only have a 40% chance of having a brain aneurysm (not counting the blood clotting disorder - which I'm still mystified as to how it could affect this), but if I did, it ruptured, and I died, my life would've been so STUPID!
I'd have been in school the entire time. Trying to get to the point of loving and living life, but instead, it was just a big fat waste! And then there's the whole thing about people retiring in their 30's because of the fatigue...what do I do then? I may as well be dead because I'll just be some waste of space with no job or passion in life!
I've always wanted a career. I don't want to have to give it up. I don't want to get huge and feel horrible about my body without being able to do a DANG thing about it!!!
Pity party over. Thanks.
I saw tons of people in the South give up around their 30's. Not because of any chronic diseases or anything, but because they figured that the government could sustain them if they just made their own lives look pitiful enough.
ReplyDeleteJust because you don't work doesn't mean you can't do anything! Lots of jobs nowadays include standing around and doing physical things, sure. But that's not always the case. For example, I want to be a graphic designer. Other than going around and talking with people for commissions, most of my work would just come from sitting at a computer and designing, right? My favorite ways to "work" have just been by making space and creating something. I know you're an art-and-crafts person. There's a mode of income right there! Anyway... just my 2 cents. If you can't work on your feet, work with your hands.