Things are moving right along in Vanessa world. It's absolutely horrifying - every. single. step - but it has to be done. Answering the door, answering the phone, being outside my house, holding decent conversations... All the stuff of nightmares. It needs to happen as frequently as possible so I can break the bonds of this disabling force in my life. It has to happen, and I finally have the energy and drive to accomplish something like that (now that the depression has mysteriously disappeared).
That being said, I'm healthy enough to go back to school! I applied today. I'm still going after the field of death investigation, but I'm doing a different program than anything I've done before. Another new start, and I'm determined to make it my last. It needs to be a secret, because I've jinxed and embarrassed myself enough! Unfortunately, people are always asking what you're up to when you're my age, so that's going to be difficult to dodge.
Anyway, this has been a bunch of self- indulgent frivolity. I'm just excited!
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