My therapist

I don't know how much longer I have with my therapist, but I'm already devastated. Ending therapy isn't a choice, but insurance only lasts so long. We've had a little over 50 sessions now. I've gotten so much better. He gave me hope, he made me feel like a worthwhile person instead of a chronic screw-up. He let me be myself, and helped me find my best self. He gave me a chance at a new life and happiness. I never thought I wouldn't look forward to dying. He, in more ways than one, saved my life.

I don't want to let go of such an important person in my life. I'm not ready for this. I can't stop crying.

I want him to see me succeed. I want him to know what he's done for me. I want him to be proud. I also worry I'll need him when I go back to school and get another job. All the hard things are coming up, what if I need help?

I don't know. It just feels like I'm losing such an important person in my life. How can I thank him? How do you say goodbye to someone like that?