I don't know what's happened, but the new feeling is still here. No idea what it is, but i think its better. Maybe I've been a bit more hostile and agitated. My IBS-C is also worse, so maybe its hormonal?
Maybe my brain is finally to the point of not being able to think of the past and present all the time.
Whatever it is, who cares? Tim is happy for me. We decided I should just ride it out. I wonder if I'm even depressed anymore. Which is weird to say.
I'm generally disappointed with myself and others. I don't think the world will become a better place anytime soon. Global warming is still happening, but I'm not obsessing about it.
Unfortunately, I'm still afraid of everything. But we're working on that. That should get better with more therapy. Am I just going crazy? Its freaking me out big time. This feeling is SO foreign. So new. We'll see. I'll enjoy it while it lasts.
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