Last night I was experiencing some anxiety and restlessness. I did not want to be anxious and the anxiety exacerbated itself because I do not want this to stop working. I worried it was getting less effective as I got used to it.
SO, in a moment of brilliance, I took twice my regular dose. Needless to say, I woke up later and my head was spinning. I've never been so miserably dizzy in my entire life. Maybe because of that dizziness, I was a sliver away from throwing up. Stephen's voice was intolerable as I couldn't process one more sensation without added misery. I suddenly felt hot and took the blanket off. That's when I noticed my entire body was wet with cold sweat. Like..ice cold sweat. I've never experienced that before.
It was horrendous, but I think I've learned my lesson.
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